Today has been a very emotional day. I have been all over the board. I woke up this morning and I was happy and a-ok, although a bit of a headache.

Josh and I had a moment today where I explained to him, we are with him or we are not. When he goes away this time, it can be a thing where the family is involved or a thing where he is there by himself.

Marley really wants to go home. He does not like not having his own space, he also really misses me. He is so spoiled. I need to work with him on how to share with other people and what it means to be a humble person. I don't want him to grow up to be an asshole. I want him to be a nice guy but not one that gets walked all over. That would be shitty. I do not want that.